“Love me when I least deserve it. That’s when I need it the most.” If there is any way that I can be forgiven, I really need it. I messed up. BAD. I may have ruined the best thing that ever happened to me. But, love never gives up. Love never fails.
I have loved you for so long. I refuse to stop. I will not lose you. I will fight. Always. No matter what.
Trust in the significance of your life and the purpose of your passion. — ProjectSeventh (@ProjectSeventh)
So don’t worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring its own worries. Today’s trouble is enough for today.
Matthew 6:34, NLT
At the very root of worry is fear. Fear of the unknowns or what if’s can erode away the security we find in God. Don’t let this fear overtake you and allow the worry to creep in your thoughts. Place your confidence in Jesus that he will provide and comfort you. Then pray.
I want to share this message from Daily Bible Devotion:
So Peninnah would taunt Hannah and make fun of her because the Lord had kept her from having children.
1 Samuel 1:6, NLT
God’s answer of “not now” to Hannah’s prayers was difficult to bear while enduring the cutting, taunting words. God’s timing may appear to be disconnected from your circumstances, but in hindsight His timing is timely. Weather through the storm, God will give you the strength. If you know of a fellow Christian going through such times, come alongside them and help lift them up.
If these tests were intended to bring me to the realization that I cannot deal with this life by my strength alone, they have certainly fulfilled their purpose. I have prayed more in the last week than I have in probably a year. I’m crying out and praying that God will intervene and help in this situation. My heart is broken and I need some peace.
The old has gone, the new has come.. Sometimes, we just have to choose to forgive, forget, and move forward. I’m turning the theoretical page tonight. Starting a new chapter :)
NEVER, never, never, NEVER, EVER, ever, ever, never, NEVER try to “play the victim” in a situation when you are the one that was wrong. I’m so frustrated with you and this entire situation right now. I’ve been put in an incredibly difficult position..